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Music: Aerosmith - Sweet Emotion

Mood:

Comic Fiesta!!!

(It was held at Sri Sedaya Private school, somewhere near Sunway Pyramid)

^^ I was like, so excited. At first Michelle and I felt very weird, because when we looked around, everyone was dressed so…neat (which goes against all the rules and regulations of Comic Fiesta x_X) Then all of them like changed into freaks like us It felt so good to fit in with our kind =P Then we waited in the longest line in the world to get in X_X

But the wait was so worth it. Stalls and stalls of comics (for me) and anime crap (for Michelle) everywhere!!!!!!!!

We went here and there and here and there. I ended up buying just one stupid comic book. ONE COMIC BOOK. Why?? BECAUSE THE POPULATION OF ANIME MANGA SHIT STALLS WERE SO EFFING MUCH. THEY SHOULD JUST CHANGE THE NAME FROM “KONONNYA COMIC” FIESTA TO SHITTING ANIME LOSER FIESTA.no offence la…

But whatever la, if it were all comics, all the hot Dir en Grey wannabes won’t be there If it were all comics, all the (even hotter) Death Note wannabes wouldn’t have com

I’m quite surprised actually. Two years ago, not many people knew about it. And now? Well I’m pretty sure there was about 400 people there. Pretty cool eh?

I think my favorite part of going for the Comic Fiesta has to be…

The cosplayers =D

The above picture is of some random manga bla bla. The reason I took that picture is mainly because: He is a tall guy with hairy legs. And. He is wearing a dress

Picture Number 2: Isn’t she like the hottest nun alive? I loved her costume and her cute partner also was wearing a priest outfit. The girl on the far left was unwanted. Stupid biss.

Picture Number 3: This guy was so freaky. Can you imagine standing in line in the HOT sun with your WHOLE body covered EVEN your face? When I went up to take a picture of him and Michelle I was like “Can I take a picture of you and my friend?” As predicted. He just stared. I think he said something but it was quite hard to hear. I laughed. “Nod once if yes, nod twice if no” He nodded once. So I took the picture =P

Picture Number 4: I have a confession to make. My most fav. anime is still and always will be; Sailormoon. Though no one cosplayed as Sailormoon (I knew I should have just WORN the damn costume even if it were a lil bit tight >.<) Someone cosplayed as; Chibi Moon =D

Picture Number 5: This is me (Miss Mabuk Cinta that’s ohsopanas =P) and Chibi moon. Or Sailor Chibi. Whatever la.

Picture Number 6: Some Jrock Band wannbes. Cooooooooooooooooooool. But if you think they’re cool..wait till you check out their shoes.

Picture Number 7: Hah. Told you so =P

Picture Number 8: She’s just so. Sparkly. Must have took her ages to make that costume o.o;; (Yes, most of the contestants MAKE their own costume. That’s the whole point

Picture Number 9 (below): Though most cosplayers dress to impress. Some dress like. Lets just say they dress worse than a clown dressing up as a gorilla in spongebob boxers. Here’s an example of one of the MOST ugliest costumes EVER. I really hope that what she’s wearing is a COSTUME. Not her everyday attire. But then again, I wouldn’t be surprised if it were.

Other than cosplayers, they always have these random people who are just so weird. But still so cute.

Other than people, they always have these random dolls who are just so weird. But still so cute.

If you scroll up above, you will notice how I said that “Then we were waiting in the longest line in the world” Well, scratch that. Later when Michelle and I were practically STARVING. We waited almost an HOUR to get our STUPID burgers. =.= Then the ASS of a fella says “Im sorry. We only have one last chicken patty left” If Michelle didn’t have stomach pain and was in desperate need of food, I would have taken that last patty and SHOVED it up his *tooooooooot* Instead, we bought one burger and two drinks.

Hmm. I also got a litle something done.

Cool eh?

Looks just like me and my ugly screwed up eyebrows.

P.S// Oscar is so damn cute. Especially with dogs. And the horns just made it CLEAR that he is the most horniest dog in the world.

Oh shit. Miss Mabuk Cinta is at it again

whoops

So to who it may concern;

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

xoxoxo [ 5.45 PM ]

Music: Augustana - Boston

Mood:

So today my grandpa came down from the US

I put my alarm for 5am. I love going to the airport. Despite the one hour drive. I just love airports <3 up =".=";" us ="D">

I know Toys R Us and Party World sells it. But the price is a rip off. I only buy it when I’m in desperate need to rot my teeth =D

I also got my 2 Cecily Von Ziegesar books

Gossip Girl 10: Would I lie to you?

Notorious: An IT Girl novel.

And in May: Gossip Girl 11 comes out I love the fact the new books always come out on my birthday month. (May 28 for those of you losers who don’t know)

Yikes, thunder. I’ll log off now. Hmm, Comic Fiesta tomorrow I wonder what we’re all gonna be wearing…more importantly; I wonder which of my long lost dA friends will be there. Sorry for not showing up last year. I was too busy rotting in IOWA

P.S//Kartheiser’s cow, some crazy freak who’s mabuk cinta misses you la. Dah lama x cakap.

P.P.S//Daryl.Daryl.Daryl.<3santaiwanthimforxmasmuahahaha.

Music: nelly furtado - powerless

Mood:

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I’m like sooooooooooooooo evil.

While Michelle is sleeping in my room, on my bed. =.=;; I decided to be an evil biss =P And I took snappies of her!!!

See Warren? You’re not the only person I pick on

Hmm. I can’t get enough of Oscar.

Aww. Look. His paw and my paw <3>

P.S// My grandpa coming from US tomorrow

xoxoxo [ 2.16 AM ]

It’s 2 AM and

She’s lying on her bed

Staring at the ceiling

All these thoughts in her head

Just so confused

Doesn’t know what to do

In need of someone to talk to

But doesn’t know who

So she just lies there

Her eyes fixed on the ceiling

With her headphones blaring

But nothing, she’s hearing

Music: Augustana - Angels

Mood:

Yes. I’m still mabuk cinta

Walaubagaimanapun.

I don’t know if Si Dia is mabuk cinta with me as well.

Oscar is so cute la. We took him for a walk this evening. He was so cute. There were all these other dogs barking at him. He stayed calm. I mean, when dogs bark at me, I literally bark back (Ask Brindha or Naomi :P) but this doggy is so polite. He didn’t bark back at all! But when the other doggies started swearing at him in doggy-bark-language, he ran.

We ended up running to Naomis street so I stopped by and her dogs were parading outside the house with Ethan and this other cute little girl. Then her evil biss cousin comes with her bike and my sayang Kyle was there as well.

If I don’t get Si Dia. At least I will still have Kyle. My favorite 10 year old boy in the whole wide world (He is 10 right?) He understands me. He understands my need to be an idiot. Haih. I wish he were older la Then I would most prolly be mabuk cinta with him.

“I’ve thought about this hardly a million times. It’s like this soundtrack that plays over and over again. The record won’t stop, no. It keeps on playing. It keeps on going. Just like my heart, yo. It keeps on trying. Keeps on surviving. I’m falling for you babe. Who cares if I’m trippin? This is something I believe in. You’re really something y’know? I’m just waiting for your call. The way my heart feels could be the lyrics for just another song. But hey, what’s a girl gotta do when she’s crazy over a boy like you :)”

Lots of Muahs,

Miss MabukCinta.

xoxoxo [ 6.00 PM ]

Music: Akustatik - OAG

Mood:

Yes. I am mabuk cinta. Tengok lah my mood kat atas!!!

But who am I mabuk cinta with?

Hmm; I also wonder ;]

to the d to the a to the r y l

So the whole of yesterday, Brindha and I POSED And when I say that I mean, I posed and Brindha took the pictures She doesn’t like to pose okay? So might as well do something productive ^^

Though I took over 127 pictures of myself, I shall only display these

Okay, okay. I know none of you care how I look like with my tounge stuck out or with my black and pink polka dot nails. Or when I actually take a shower

This is Oscar.

My temporary dog

Okay. I know that he’s like supercute and all.

Of course he is

But here’s the thing: He’s one horny dog x_x

It won’t stop humping >.<

Oooh. I went to Brindhas house today to swim riiight. And thank God I had my camera. So I finally took proper decent pictures of her wall!

It’s so beautiful ;_;

And on my way home;

I met Warrens kind!!!

Smile little Warrens…muahahaha.

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I want to be a chibi x_x

I want to have wings So when I fall. I won’t need anyone to catch me.

Unless it’s a very cute boy named Daryl <3

Music: Kiss me, I’m contagious! - From first to last

Mood:

Okay, I swear I almost DIED today X_X

Seriously Weyh!!

I don’t know why no one believes me

Okay you see;

I was all sad about the phone melodrama. So daddy was like “Lets go makan crabs?” and I’m like “Sure :)” So we go to South Pac. right? And we order. And we’re eating. Then I suddenly realize that I ter-swallow a piece of the crab hard shell. It was about the size of my thumb. And I swear I thought I was going to die. I’ve always imagined how it felt like; dying. And the only thing that was running through my mind was this little girl at the Geeta conference who asked

“How does it feel like…when we die…?”

I didn’t die of course. But if I did die; I think I would instantly become very wise. So before I go to heaven, I would like to inspire many people. Especially Jay. As you all know, Jay is my favorite blogger in the whole wide world. It is his blogs two year anniversary. And as usual, he presents us with an anti climax. But this time, it’s the worse.

Jay decided to QUIT blogging.

*heartattack*

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM? WAS IT CAUSE I STALKED HIM TOO MUCH? WAS IT BECAUSE OF ME? I LOVE JAY. HE IS THE REASON I BLOG. HE IS THE REASON I WANT TO BE A FAMOUS LAZY ASS BLOGSTAR ONE DAY (JUST LIKE HIM) HE IS THE REASON I DON’T HAVE A JOBPLAN.

I guess I don’t have a reason to live anymore.

…10 minutes later

I DO HAVE A REASON TO LIVE AGAIN!!!!

Who can stop laughing at that expression on Warrens face? I mean. He’s my best friends boyfriend and all. And he and I decided to stop being mean to eachother. But I don’t think this is mean. Let’s call it, public humour

Warren is a very sweet boy. Though he claims he is more mature than me. Riiight.

Anyways. I don’t know what really happened at that stupid prefect camp o.o;; All I know is, Aaron didn’t call me a bitch =.= Yes Weng Onn. You were right. Bleh. I’m just GLAD that Aaron and I are on talking terms again. That guy is my big brother la. I respect that idiot.

Speaking of Weng Onn…

Me: I miss your sepet mashi maro eyes weng onn.

WO: I miss your bra.

WO: Wait-! I mean BRACES.

Me: =.=

WO: I miss how scared I was of thinking of kissing you. Nanti my tounge get sangkut in your braces.

Wow, he SURE does know how to treat his best friend =.=

Hmm.

P.S/ 60 years from now. When doctors perform an operation to my stomach (touchwood x_x) they will find a piece of a crab shell. I will smile and laugh in the operation theatre. They will claim me as an “Orang gila” and send me to Tanjung Rambutan where they serve Lobsters every day

P.P.S/ My moms best friends dog, Oscar, is staying in my house for a few weeks. He is a very cute dog. We are going to make him hang out with my dog, Maxi. Let’s see how the interaction goes They are both boy dogs. Maxi is gay. Oscar is a vegetarian.

xoxoxo [ Somewhere in the afternoon ]

Music: Jenny was a friend of mine - The Killers

Mood:

Yew Wing is like the sweetest boy alive. (Um, so is Amsyar, and Boo and Rubesh and *cough*warren*cough*)

Sunday was like, horrible for me la. And I was talking to Yew Wing. And he said the sweetest thing like ever!!!

Me:

YW: I’m damn worried la. You got so many problems. I’m so scared one day you go physco.

Isn’t that like, SO SWEET?

He’s scared I go PHYSCO!!!

Too late hunny.

That’s like the SWEETEST THING EVER

You know. When I was really really little, I use to have these dreams. That I was a space traveller. One day, my spaceship went bam and I landed on this earth-like planet. Only that, on real-earth. There are humans and animals and plants and buildings and skyscrapers. But here. No buildings. Small cottages scattered everywhere. Meadows and meadows. Glaze. Sunflowers. Doves. Robbins. It’s like, beautiful. I once got a PS1 game, Rhapsody: A musical adventure. In that game, there was a place, Cape Cod. I think. And I swear it was the same thing only on screen. One day, I will find this beautiful place. I know it’s somewhere here on earth. I just need to find it.

Yes yes, I know I am ohsocrazy. But that’s why you read me right? I mean. love me

Music: P.Diddy ft. Nicole - Come to Me

Mood:

I’m a rockstar baby, yeah.

And Carmen is supergirl.

And Daryl is the hottest boy alive in the whole wide universe. X_X i want, i want!

We all believe in different things. Maybe the same. But usually; each human has a different view on situations. Like for example;

Alyssa believes that humans are gingerbread men

Daryl believe that victims of suicide shouldn’t be punished to hell

Carrie believe in the thing they call “Great Friends”

Boo believes in almost everything

Me?

It’s quite hard to say what I believe in and not. I know what I believe in. But it’s hard to get it out of my head and put it down on paper. Which is why I’m guessing lots of people have weird understandings of me as a person and as what I’m trying to say (or prove)

I believe in niceness and random acts of kindness.

I believe that myths are real. Because each myth serves a purpose. Screw science.

I believe in second chances.

I believe in karma. What goes around, comes around.

I definitely believe in God.

I ALSO BELIEVE THAT I DESERVE A NEW PHONE AND THAT MY MOM SHOULD GET ME ONE LIKE, RIGHT NOW T_T

Music: Panic! At The Disco - There’s A Good Reason Why These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven’t Thought Of It Yet

Mood:

I’ll blame it on BloggersBlock once again. You know; being a writer is something I know I can do. My ratings are good It’s just that. I want to be the best y’know? And that’s just not doing too well. I think I’m going to stick to the excuse that school days are more interesting compared to holidays =.=

I wish I was a different ethnicity.

I have an eating disorder.

I’m short.

I’m tall.

I think I’m really attractive.

I prefer winter over summer.

I’m a geek.

I’m a shopaholic.

I’m reasonably intelligent.

I like British accents.

I smoke regularly.

I drink regularly.

I smoke socially.

I drink socially.

I get drunk easily.

I do drugs.

I will never date a bad kisser. (Kissing is important!!)

I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.

I’m hardworking.

I’m good at history.

I speak more than two languages.

I enjoy taking pictures.

I like spending money on myself.

I like spending money on others.

I have a regular income.

I earn money on a job-by-job basis.

I pay my own bills.

I rely on my parents for money.

I can cook.

I enjoy cleaning.

Tidyness is a must in my life.

I like clutter.

My idea of good music is Britney Spears.

My idea of good music is Fall Out Boy.

I’m fashion-conscious.

I have good taste.

People tell me I have good taste.

I excel academically.

I’ve been told I’ve yet to fulfill my potential. Hundred Billion times

I’m good at sports.

I’m good at certain sports.

I couldn’t do (TEAM) sports to save my life.

I’m creative.

I’m artistically inclined.

I wanna be an artist when I grow up.

I wanna be an engineer when I grow up.

I eat when I’m upset.

I cannot adapt to change.

I’m interested in politics.

I have shoplifted.

I download MP3s.

I’ve done underage drinking.

I’ve gone underage clubbing.

I can dance reasonably well.

I can dance extremely well.

I dance like a cardboard gorilla.

I can sing.

I can sing like someone stepped on my foot.

I can swim.

I enjoy surveys.

I enjoy surveys when I’m bored.

I keep a journal.

My teachers don’t like me.

I enjoy controversy.

I have a thing for bad/mean/arrogant/gangster boys.

I have tattoos.

I’ve been in a nudist colony.

I’m not sure if I want to have children.

I’m not sure if I’ll get married.

I know who I will marry. (Boo, Hugh Grant, Haikal from Gol & Gincu, and if God really loves me; Pierre <3)

I’m interesting. (Now if I weren’t, would you be reading this?)

I’m a good liar.

People enjoy talking to me.

I annoy people from time to time.

I’m a born leader.

I’m a born leader but shouldn’t lead.

I don’t lead, but feel like i should, but just don’t.

I enjoy felching.

I have a foot fetish.

I have a shoe fetish.

I watch “Sex and the City”.

I don’t think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.

I wanna be J.Lo.

I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.

I hate popular people.

I think cheerleading is a sport.

I’m photogenic.

I live in Chucks.

I think graffiti is art.

I have dated a criminal.

I have been cheated on.

I have cheated on someone.

I have a temper.

I like playgrounds.

I dance in the rain.

I’m obsessed with Shakespeare.

I have tanlines.

My favourite color is pink.

My favourite color is black.

I would classify myself as emo.

I’m musically inclined.

I like listening to music.

I like music-blasting cars.

Thongs are comfortable.

I like flip-flops.

I know what monogamy is.

I wanna be a social worker when I grow up.

I have sibling/s.

My sibling/s annoy me.

I think “South Park” is funny.

I believe in LOVE.

I want to make a difference.

I tag;

you

I’m quite stupid sometimes la. You see, I love spiderman I even had spiderman braces Today, I tried to be spiderman. While swimming in Brindhas house, there’s this wooden bar thingy la, I sat on it, then I was wondering, what would happen if I hang from it with my legs? Would I fall or hang?

So yeah la.

I tried.
And guess what? I fell

I feel like an idiot.

Anyways, remember Boo? Yes Boo. So he skipped taekwondo today. Lazy piece of ass shit lol. And yeah we were talking bla bla bla then I told him how I fell la. And this is how our convo went

ryui bynn says:

hahahha

ryui bynn says:

farny la u!!

rockstarr says:

yes yes, i know thats why u shuld stop denying your undying love for me and just marry me damnit.

rockstarr says:

ryui bynn says:

hahahahahahha

ryui bynn says:

I WISH THAT TOO!!

rockstarr says:

yay. wish come true. bam im all yours haha.

ryui bynn says:

-o-/1 realy???

ryui bynn says:

hahaha

rockstarr says:

whaat? im serious weyh =.= oi ooi OMG remember maya and bryan????

ryui bynn says:

of coz i do….

ryui bynn says:

how can i forget…

ryui bynn says:

hahaha

ryui bynn says:

betu just rememberred huh!!!

rockstarr says:

NO WAY.

rockstarr says:

its the ONLY thing that keeps me going on my love for u that is hahaha. oh god. i feel like im 5 years old. woo hoo so fun you see, i love maya and bryan. u were always the fatehr who was always neglecting our kidsw

ryui bynn says:

where got la!!!!

rockstarr says:

YOU WERE NEVER AROUND FOR THEM. THEY NEEDED A FATHER AND YOU COMPLETELY IGNORED THEM. YOU DIDN’T EVEN CARE ABOUT BRYANS NAME. YOU SAID BRYAN WITH A “Y” OR “I” ALSO YOU DONT CARE.

ryui bynn says:

=.=’

ryui bynn says:

sorry la

rockstarr says:

whatever. horrible father =.= kononya.

ryui bynn says:

hahah

ryui bynn says:

sorry dear..

Haih. He make me raise two kids all by myself

We live in a crazy, crazy world.

There will come a day, when aliens take over. And before taking over the world and torturing us humans by making us their slaves or we’ll be punished to eternal doom, they would most prolly want to taste the famous coke they’ve heard so much about

So they’ll walk to the coke vending machine right? Since they can’t really go to the mamak and buy coke cause the guys at the mamak would most prolly take their fryingpans and smack the poor aliens cause they look like walking germs or something.

Anyways, I bet they expect to pick up a can of coke once they put their coins in.

But instead;

they’ll pick up a Dolce & Gabbana MotoRazr.

P.S// Rubesh listens to the Strawberry Shortcake song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He loves it more than my 6 year old cousin sister does!!!

Aww. so gayh

Nevermind. I still luff u.

xoxoxo [ 2.20 AM ]

They should write a song “How he broke my heart through e-mail“

I swear it’d be a smash hit.

Or how about this “He told me he loved me but all I am to him is his sister“

Or “Even with a broken tooth his smile still melts me all the time”

It would be very panic at the disco-ish

And the last song on the album would be “My magic 8 ball promises me that he’ll get hit by a truck”

Hmm, right now, Brindha is sleeping while I’m on the bed with the laptop. I just yawned. I guess I’m getting tired. But my eyes don’t want to sleep. Cause both my worlds feel like it’s crashing down right now. I don’t mean to sound like an emo biss, but I feel crappy. I feel like the whole damn world should just stop for a second, and revolve around me. Yes, yes, I know people are dying outta poverty, AIDS, cancer, rape and murder every day. I am sorry dear world. I know I am useless and my very existence is unnecessary and although I can’t prove how I try to help this world, God knows I try to do it.

EVERY.

DAMN.

DAY.

Everytime I see a homeless on the street, I don’t just feel bad. I help out. And one day, I will live my life by helping them. I have a plan in my head, you see. So don’t question about that to me

Haih. Go away la.

My mom got herself a new phone today. I was ohsocrazy about getting a pink motorzr. Then you know what I realize? The damn white and black motorzr has memory cards. Does the pink one have a memory card? HELL NO. Why? Cause motorola is STUPID.

STUPID.

S

T

U

P

I

D

STUPID.

Anyways, Sony Ericson is my biss. I saw this other phone, pink of course. It comes with a memory card as well. It is beautiful. Quite pricey, but I want to trade in my phone and see how much it comes down to.

Dear Santa,

I really want this pretty Sony phone If you think I’ve been nice this year, please give me one?

Lots of love,

the girl with the pink room and no chimney.

Speaking of pink room;

I don’t know how to take a shot of my whole room. I need Amelia to do it for me.
Or maybe Sam will teach me how

But here is shot of;

THE MAGIC PINK WALL.