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Okay sorry for the late posts and shit, but there’s this beautiful thing called PMR and sadly, I’m sitting for it.

Anyyyways, I found some pretty cool Lit Night pics on god-knows-whos blog, but pretty cool

Anyhowever,

today we had an Interact meeting at school and omg Madam Shanty scolded all the form 3s for not being comitted enough o.o so scary. She was like “How many form 3s went for the Sunway college thing” and Daru was like “One” and she was like “Who?” and Daru was like “Shivani” and she was like “Shivani you may sit down” then she ask alll the form 3s why they weren’t going for the chicken run and ommgg we were all so terrified x_x she is like the ONLY teacher that sasa and i are terrified off.

So obviously if we don’t go for Chicken Run she’ll think we’re not comitted enough and we obviously don’t want to be in her bad books, so we decided to be good little incoming interactors, and go for the chicken run! which is a day after our installation.

Our theme is;

Chapter 40: A new Awakening.

And our theme SONG is;

UNWRITTEN BY NATASHA BEDDINGFIELD!!!!

I LOOOOOOOOOOVE THAT SONG.

Anyhowever, my life has been pretty content in a miserable way. But have no fear, I will somehow…get over it =.=;;;

“Who sees the human face correctly: The photographer, the mirror or the painter?” - Pablo Picasso.

Thus, our theme for Lit Night 2007 is none other than;

It was quite amazing to be honest. Form One, I managed to get tickets last minute. I still remember my rebellious ways back then, lol. Form Two I grew up a little bit and got stuck in Ticketing. And this year, I get to perform. I was a gypsy in Opening Act and I had a five liner as Goddess Athena in Medusa.

Inessa said since I was Goddess Athena, I should shout out my words of wisdom. So I said….

Live fast, die pretty

Obviously everyone bursts out laughing. But seriouslyyy.

Anyways, in my opinion, Opening Act was brilliant and the energy from the crowd made it all so wild. I loved every moment of it. One month of endless practicing was totally worth it.

So, here are some pictures of some of the very memorable characters.

Pei Tsen our very own Lady Liberty!

Joey the Infanta.

Katrina the lovely Snow White

Okay so to explain Lit Night, it’s impossible, really. So I shall replace my beautiful words, with my beautiful pictures instead I bet you sooo totally love the alternative eh?

Carnivale - Flight of the Bumble Bee

Carnivale - Carrie and I. Alteregos.

- still looking for the damn pic -

Carnivale - Dolls.

Carnivale - Salini the freak-ish great!

Carnivale - The other freaky freak whos name I can never seem to remember o.o;;

Carnivale - My favourite Mimies

Haha and this is like my FAVORITE picture I took the whole day, Tsen, Me and Lingling. I love those two

Okay so we all know who Glenn is right? (Duhh) So he has this little sister, Elizabeth, she’s form one in our school. And she is totally adorable!!! I’m so glad she keeps her cool and doesn’t mix around with *those* form 2s that I dislike to a great extent now =.= Anyways. What makes her extra adorable is..

Me: Why you so quiet la?

She: Shy.

Me: Of?

She: You la.

Me: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

She: *wtf??*

xD hahahaha. I would post a pic but we both look sooo very retarded in all the pics we took together =.=;;

Okay so anyyyyyyyways, it was a blast Seriously. I love that feeling. The whole lights, make up, stage, not being able to see the crowd cause I’m being blinded by the bright light feeling. Wheee. And after a very awesome show, Li Ling, Resh, Tsen, Carrie, Yuin Yi and I got into Yuin Yis drivers car and drove off to A&W. Haha, Yuin and I were like screaming “OMG YOUR SO HOTTTTT” to the passerbys. Yes, we’re lame, your point is?

And at A&W I swear I felt like a lamp post laaaaaaa =.= Yuin had this really adorable looking friend named Vincent who thought I was *cough* “hot”. We sat a table next to theirs Technically it was the same table, but whateverr lol. Anyyywayys. I know you want me to shut up and I knoww you wanna see some pics

And yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeahh, I finally got a picture with my darling Tasha Even though I love her to bits and am like so excited she’s in Malaysia. I still rather it when we’re in different timezones. That way she pays more attention to me *cough*

After a loong night at A&W playing Taboo and the Dare Game *ahemLILINGahem* It was time for Me, Resh, Carrie, Ling, Tsen and a certain form 4 who doesn’t want to be revealed because of embarassment of hanging out with Form 3s *coughdarucough* went back to Carries house for our supercool sleepover

We were all acting soooooo big saying gonna watch The Exorcist and all that shit =.= 5 minutes after the movie started playing, I fell asleep. Then Daru. Then Tsen. Then Carrie and Resh. Li Ling was the ONLY one who stayed up till 4am watching the show. They were so mean. They left Reshmin outside in the hall sleeping. xD

Okay so yeah, I pretty much had a blast Everything was worth it.

I finally watched Mukhsin

I swear, I love Yasmin Ahmad.

So we all know Sepet right? About Orked and Jason. Malay girl and Chinese boy. And then there was Gubra. About Orked and her husband that’s not Jason who eventually cheated on her (the husband, not Jason, since he’s dead and all) and it’s also a collaboration with other stories. And then there is Mukhsin Which has nothing to do with Orked as an adult, but as a 10 year old girl and her first love.

Towards the ending of the movie, there’s this beautiful quote.

The minute I heard my first love story

They’re in each other all along.

Damn sweet right?

Okayyyyyyy so if you want to know about my life, it is pretty content. My parents anniversary today. Happy 16th Anniverary Parents =D Haha, yeah their 16th Anni and I’m 15. Lets just say they couldnt wait Hehehe.

Otherwise, nothing big happening. Oh but wait; Lit Night is tomorrow ya’ll Don’t bother about trying to get tickets now, we’re completely sold out. Awesome kan? Usually we sold out on the day itself. So exciting! So this year, I am a gypsy in Opening Act and I play Goddess Athene in Medusa. I sorta have 5 lines in Medusa, but I look pretty hot, so it’s worth watching

Obviously I will post a big fat blog entry on Saturday. Duhh.

Anyhowever. In school while resting or in other words, when we’re not doing rehearsal but still stuck in the hall, we tend to tell ghost stories. Hehe. So fun la. The best part is, Nik is terrified of ghost stories And I’ve been collection loads and loads of em just to freak her out. But today she scared the shit outta me. It was one of those stories where you are all serious-ish and intense and suddenly she goes Boo! and I scream and well, my face turns red and she can’t stop laughing =.= Hateherbleh.

So if any of ya’ll got terrifying ghost stories, feel free to email them to me at voiceofdestruction@hotmail.com and/or tell me on msn.

My main goal at the moment is to freak the hell outta Nik.

Well……………

I have nothing much to be emo about.

Okay yeah so you know I’m lying I pretty much am always emo with a reason, haha. I guess I am emo now la. But like. Whateverr.

OH YEAHHHHHH.

Today Hanisah, Anysa and I went to Caltex to buy coke. So yeah, on our way back to school, we saw Aaron, Weng Onn, Chun Wei and some other guys outside school trying to get their tickets. I saw him and I was like eeeeeeeee. Good for nothing kononnya ABANG. Swore to me will tell me everything and here I am, finding out things on my own. I so don’t trust him anymore =.= Whereas everyone else is like “No la. He’s so nice. He would never **********.”

If only you knew.

Anways

See you at the show!!!

You know the song worst day ever by Simple Plan? Well today totally feels like it. Nothing bad happened, it was Fathers Day so I guess it was pretty fun, Happy Fathers Day Pa, I loveee you But yeeeeeah. I remember in Form 1, I forgot this girls birthday and I felt so bad cause we just started to get really close and I was like “Damn how could I forget?” and she was like my best friend back then and I felt soo bad I swear I wanted to knock outside her house with a cake, but obviously I didn’t. I just called and apologized a billion times and THEN wished her happy birthday.

It’s been two years since that day, and she and I aren’t talking anymore. I guess cause we hate each others guts now. As humans, we make it a point to remember every horrible bad thing that person has ever said or done to you. She has definitely said and done bad horrible things to me and vice versa. But that doesn’t change the fact she use to be my best friend.

So yeah, happy birthday naomi.

Also, today a certain someone really ticked me off. So a long time ago, I found out something that I wasn’t exactly suppose to know. The person made it a point to not tell me because she/he was scared I end up telling the whole world. But until now, I have kept my mouth shut. But now she/he knows I know and is quite pissed. She/he thinks I am going to tell the whole world about that thing that I wasn’t suppose to know yet I still know. She/he made me seem as if I were really low.

But here’s the thing, I kept my mouth shut, and even now, I’m shutting up.

I just hope *you* realize that the way you think of me, is seriously low. Cause if *you* honestly think I am very low bla bla and will tell the whole world, the whole world should know by now.

Agh, you suck.

And fyi, I don’t care two shits la. I’m way passed that. Don’t bother acting like mothermary or something, cause clearly, you’re not.

I remember once someone read my hand. I don’t know why, but I still remember. I remember once I waited till 7.15pm. I loved to surprise people. I remember once I made a hugeeeee mistake, I don’t know why, but obviously, I still remember. I remember reading somewhere that people deserve second chances, cause we’re nothing but humans, we can make mistakes, I don’t know why.

Lately without organs and stuffs, I guess I’ve mistaken how I felt. I’m not empty. I’m a machine. Literally, a machine. Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale, we’re all damn machines. There’s that add on tv, with different cultures, and eventually turning into an army of black suited human-machines. What we don’t realize is, that even with the traditional clothes on and the heavy make up, we’re still machines. We’ve always been.

I’m so sorry la.

xoxoxo [ 9.45 PM ]

“You know that place between sleep and awake,the place where you can still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you, that’s where I’ll be waiting.” - Tinkerbell.

Amelia is very very right. Everytime I blog, it’s bound to be someones birthday o.O So before I start to start my incredibly long post, I wanna wish;

Lol

I got close to Su Kim just this year. And she’s pretty much awesome and I love her to bits. Nimrod….err yeah, mom I bet your laughing your butt off now =.= I’ve known him since Form 1. So I remember wishing him happy 15th, happy 16th and now happy 17th. He’s matured so much xD It’s hilarious but in a way, cool. Like some human metamorphosis. So yeah.

Okay so updates!

-My Interact Installation is on 30th June (that is unless they don’t have Raya cuti ganti)

-Assuntas Lit Night is next Friday, 22nd June and I’m in opening act and um I play Goddess Athena in Medusa -.-”

- We won third place in the ICCgames futsal tournament

- I wrote a 1000 word essay for the first time today o.o;

- I got lemon lawd

- Manveen and Daru are helping me with new candidates for my new **** ****. hehe.

- I want to learn how to flyyyyyyyyyyy.

Okay so the last one is totally irrelevant, but I seriously wish I could fly, and make my life a whole lot easier. Anyways. For those of you who don’t watch How I Met Your Mother, lemon lawd means, if you’re talking to someone you like, and in the first 5 minutes of the conversation it gets boring or uninteresting, it simply means you have a 10% chance of performing a miracle and making that person your future soulmate. I can’t do miracles. I wish this was Never Land.

So today there was this thingy at Sunway University College. The top 27 schools in Ipoh, Seremban and Selangor were invited. Obviously Assunta is top10 on that list We went and stuff and omg I was the only sesat Form 3 =.=;;; I Lakhan and Sahil there. Lakhan was all like “Small kid! What you doing here??? This is MY territory” Think what, so great isit?

So it was basically workshops and stuffs about people who are into writing, blogging and stuff. Quite beneficial for people like me who plan to be professional obese bloggers, lol.

Anyhoweverrrrr.

Everything is fine I guess.

I guess.

Amelia says I promote birthdays on my blog

What to dooooooo. Soo many people I love getting older

Speaking of which;

Happy Sweet 16 Kee Jun!!!