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I’ve been getting the best ims and messages lately la

“Blog laaa!!! *swears in chinese*”
“Dude you blog dead isit? Why nothing there!?!”
“Eh, you PROMISE you’ll blog abt revo tour laaa”

Oh and my favorite,

“Shivani. You ARE still alive, right?”

Of course I’m alive laaaaaaaaa!
If not for me, I doubt it you’ll have a reason to live

Anyhowever,
I haven’t been on lately cause,
- you may have noticed, I need a new imageuploader, YOU PPL VIEW MY BLOG SO MUCH UNTIL PHOTOBUCKET CANNOT TAHAN! lol
- i have EXAMMSSS
- i have DEBATEEESSS
and the worst of them all;
- i have SO much of homework.

OKAYY LA.
I shall blog about REVO TOUR Hahahaha, I know, I know, so late.

OKAY MOST OF YA’LL MAY HAVE READ HOW BORING AND SUCKY REVO TOUR WAS.
Honestly, at first, it WAS boring and sucky. But the moment Sasa and Michelle started teaching me how to dance, I couldn’t stop!
I can now 33% dance
WOOOHOOOOOO ! GOOO MEEEE

And I almost got KILLED in a moshpit like, five times.
Melissa rescued me of course

OOOOOH.
Did I mention some Seventeen Magazine ppl went up to Ka Kit and said;
“Do you wanna be our summer hunk?”
Obviously Ka Kits stupid maleego BOOOOOOOOOOOOOST to the max.
Of course they took our pictures too
I look SO good in polaroids lol =p

YEAH LA I KNOW YOU PPL MISS MY SELFPRAISE OK
Don’t complain.

Anyways, the moment you’ve all been waiting for

Oh and…

Tania is SO into me
xoxo.

Our trip to the ZOO with the Juara home kids

The kid I had to take care of? Looks like Chicken Little Say hello to Mark.

The kid CARRIE had to take care of? He’s taller and larger than her. Note that she’s TIP-TOE-ING

The kid Tsen had to take care of? Thinks he’s spiderman

It was awesome. My new years resolution to love kids may just come true I haven’t cursed ANY kid this wonderful 2008 Okay I’ll talk about Mark. Mark is seriously one of those precious rare Asian kids that has MANNERS. And he keeps on asking me “Are you sure you’re fine carrying my bottle?” “Oh do you want some corn also?” And he has like the cutest chicken little smile ever laaa. And the things he talks about his brother, is amazing. He loves his brother so much. Matthew, he’s 14, he lives in the home as well. God, I hope Mark has a wonderful life later on
Damn sweet laaa.

xoxo.

so this is me, testing you. staring through the colors of the cornea. concentrating until no color remains, your life, your mind becomes black & white. show me your inbalance, show me your true self. all thought is a chemical reaction ; its all in your head.
xoxo.

On Thursday, my uncle is coming from the land down under
But on the same day (and most probably same flight),

EMICA WONG IS GOING BYEBYE

So we decided to throw her a surprise party To show her HOW MUCH we love her and HOW MUCH we’re gonna MISS her.

Now, we all hid in her room.
She and Pui Yee (who was undercover) was outside, entering her room.

*SHHH, SHES COMING!!!*
*door opening*
*silence*
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Emica: Eh, why my door locked?

=.= apparently SOME IDIOT, locked the door from the INSIDE.
DAMN POTONG STIM WEYHHH.

So we opened the door and said surprise.
“Surprise =.=”
Bodohs.

But it was AWESOMMEEE

Oh pictures? Well, since it was a pool party, not much pictures la. Mostly BEFOREE we got in the pool.

Hmm..let’s see, what happened BEFORE?

I found my sexytshirt partner in crime, Sheryl

Carrie and I decided to give Emi some smoochy,smoochy

And some random ones

Anyways, EMICA WONG. I WILL MISS YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH. I HOPE YOU MAKE LOTS OF NEW FRIENDS IN AUSTRALIA AND I HOPE THEY LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS WE LOVE YOU

If I go US, I doubt it you and I will ever get to see eachother again. So Emi?
MWAHHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSS.

i lovees you

“It’s sad. They’re helpless creatures. Even if they were in pain, we wouldn’t know. They have no voice“

A tribute.

March 2007 - January 17th 2008.

I can’t stop crying.

If you don’t have pets, you won’t get it.

My doggy roxxy passed away this morning.

I’m happy I played with her and sayanged her so much last night. Kissed her before I went to sleep.

And this morning, my mom told me to go down to the kitchen.

And she was just lying there.

Stiff.

It felt so unreal.

My brother didn’t get it. He poked her saying “Roxxy wake up..”

I don’t like god very much these days.

Haih.

I miss her.

Okay so we went to Praise Emmanuel Childrens Home on Saturday
One of my new years resolutions?
- To love kids.
So what a great way to start

The kids there are SO cute and SO incredibly nice
I think I’m going to be the new Ramitra. I was stuck taking pictures throughout the whole event =p but I loved every bit of it.

Though there was this one part. Where this small boy went like
Small boy: Aka Aka I wanna take a picture with you!
Me: OMG REALLLY???? HAHA EVERYONE LOOK HE WANTS TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH MEEEEEEE.
Small boy: No. THAT Aka! *points at Resh*
Me: Oh.
Eveyerone: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
=.=

Here are some shots

Oh and this little Chinese boy named Wei was really really sweet to me. He has the cutest smile laaaaaarrrr. I couldn’t help myself with that huge grin on my face

Oh and I also couldn’t help myself contenging Reshmins face.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Kthxbai!
xoxo.

“under this city, you’ll find what used to be my dreams. when you rise over the skyline, it makes a mess of everything. & to this day, i wonder what is like to be the biggest star up in your sky.”

I don’t think I’ve ever been this emo ever. I’m just hoping everything goes well. That way, in the states, things will be different. I know you’d most prolly say “Aiyah by then you’ll be fine”
Will I?
I certainly hope so. But I honestly doubt it.

I don’t get lots of things sometimes. Like for instance,
Why do people give up?
In the longrun, you’ll definitely get disappointed.
But while you give up, you eventually disappoint everyone around you.

I’m disappointed.
Nuff said ._.

Anyhowever. For you hopeless romantics out there, I suggest you watch Atonement.

It’s about…
It’s brilliant.
Trust me
It’s directed beautifully, and the words are just so…BEAUTIFUL.
See, a hopeless hopeless romantic
xoxo.

So one morning, we all woke up and decided to go to Genting Okay la. It was my first time going to a different STATE without any teachers/parents =D OBVIOUSLY I WAS EXCITED. My mother on the other hand, was praying for me 12 hours straight. Aww, mom.

It would have been more fun if more people could go, but honestly, it was still really fun Not as fun as Malacca tho. Haha, nothing can beat Malacca la. That was the bomb

ANYHOWEVER.
Genting

We went pagi-pagi First thing we did was that swingy thingy!
Obviously something bad happens to us la.
How can something bad NOT happen to us =.=
Poor Emi is like “sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga”
Earlier that week she lost her phone I think?
Then her bag with ALL her homework ><>her phone decided to dive into the fountain.

BUT THE RIDES WERE SOOO FUNN

I don’t know what to blog about la It was mostly us having fun, going on rides, and OBVIOUSLY…
Taking pictures

Oh we totally rockclimbed as well

Most of us did it barefeet. Darren? Errr……

Oh, and then we took Darren into Blush! (that lingerie shop =p)

What happened in there? xD HEHEHE.

OH YEAH. FYI YOU NARROWMINDED WEIRDOS. DARRENS MY BOYBESTIE LARRR. NOT MY BF =.= HE THINKS HE’S “TOO HOT” FOR ME.
Pfft. Yeah right.

Anyways I loved it when we were all running in the carpark under the rain. Seems like something worth taking pictures to scrapbook about In polaroids.
Haih. If I go US, I’m gonna miss you guys so much la
Yes, even you Sean I don’t think anyone will “WADDAPP DAWGG” there with me

Oh shit.
The cablecar ride o.o
Let’s just say I SWEAR WE ALMOST DIED.
Stupid boys made a last words video “JUST INCASE” the gondola snaps and we fall down and break our heads =.=
Blehs!
Stupids.
>.<>xoxo.

All my friends are emo in their blogs.
MY TURN
I mean.
My turn

Okay la. Now I’m happy. Cause I’m trying to make stupid yw laugh but instead he’s just more emo and I’m laughing at my own jokes =.=
BUT THE WHOLE DAY TODAY I WAS EMO KK?

First cause of the same loser, same reason.
Second cause my mummy forgot to buy me McDonalds
Isn’t that worth slitting wrists overr?
NO MCDONALDS?
:’(

Haha. Okay okay. I’ll stop with the stupid jokes I have something emo to say FOR REAL WANN.

Okay okay.

*breathes in*

I realized that everytime we said “tell me something” to each other, what we should have really said was “..something you will never regret“