Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you on this earth. Sometimes you catch them. They can be the hands of the people you love. They can be your pets- pups with funny names, cats with ferocious old souls. The thing that keeps you here can be your art. It can be things you have collected and invested with a certain sense of meaning. A flowered, buckled treasure chest of secrets. Shoes that make you taller and, therefore, closer to the heavens. A suit that belonged to your fairy godmother. A dress that makes you feel a little like the Goddess herself.

Sometimes you keep falling; you don’t catch anything.

Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you here. Sometimes you catch them. Sometimes you don’t.

Sometimes they catch you.

what if i’m not a superhero, what if i’m the bad guy?

*squeeels*

I always thought that vampire movies were pretty stupid.
I mean, Van Helsing was a good show, don’t get me wrong. But the whole CONCEPT of vampires seemed so unreal.
Remember that movie Bon Jovi acted in, Vampires?
That took the throne for most stupid vampire movie in the 21st century.

My preception on stupid vampire movies totally changed when it came to Edward Cullen.

The whole twilight rage, I was one of the girls who thought those other people were total freaks. My cousin Diksha was one of those mentally crazy people
who was MAJORLY obsessed with Twilight.

I guess one day, during an excruciatingly long and painful Math class, I decided to take the nearest book to me (Zahra’s copy of Twilight) and begun to read it.
Have you ever fallen in love with a book?
I have.
After Math, we had recess.
I sacrificed RECESS to read this book.
I sacrificed getting caught during CHEMISTRY.

jeng, jeng, jeng.

So very worth it, I finished the book within a day.
After that, from a normal unraged teenager, I became one of those mentally crazy people who were MAJORLY obsessed with Twilight.

And I didn’t feel CRAZY. It was a GOOOD feeling. I loved the whole idea of Bella&Edward. I hated Jacob of course, like every loyal Edward Cullen fan would.
*skips happily*

you are exactly my favorite brand of heroin.

So KaKit picks me up around 9.

Me: Hiii KaKit. KaLun. Uncle.
Uncle: Are you dating my son?
KaLun: HAHAHA!
Me: Huh?
KaKit: Just ignore my dad, Shivani.
Me: *blinks* oooh. No la uncle, he WISH ;)

:D jangan marah, arr?

So at first I thought “NO WAY I’M THAT LUCKY TO ACTUALLY GET -GOOD- SEATS FOR THE EARLIEST SHOW OF TWILIGHT”
But apparently, I am that lucky *blink* *blink*

I knowwwwwwww.

So while the boys decided to go play pool, I met up with Miss Sandra Tan and Miss Dayang Amirah Hanna at Cova.

They were being high, so very typical of my favorite Cempakans. (:
I like Cempakans.
Sandra is a girl goddess, of course.
Dayang is amazingly one of a kind I tell you.
Syida reminds of me Blair Waldorf, WHOM I ABSOLUTELY LOVE.
Liyana is the sweetest person alive.
Anis is so muchh of fun.
And,
Erika is cool, yo.
=p

Sandra: I go for personalityyyyyy!!!
Dayang: I go for money.
Me: …BAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Yes, she reminds me a little of Anna Nicole Smith sometimes. KIDDING LOVE!

Anyways, obviously, we posed.
Durrr.




Then FINALLEH, we decided to go meet the rest in the cinema area.
We were ALL anticipating the arrival of Karthiik, with our shirts.

Then we see some weird dude walking with a suitcase. Bahaha. KARTHIIIIK.

I have never been so happy in my life, to see that boy, or ANY boy for that matter!

I love my shirt (:
Though I wish the font and font size was different >.< But whatever la.
I’ll be happy with this one.

Oh you want to see it don’t you?

=D YES I DOOOO.
Notice how his name is directly above my heart?

*coughSUPERCHEESYcough*

Ignore my coughing alterego, pelase.

ANYWAYS. This is KaKit&Karthiiks pride&glory;

umm yeeeah.

And OH EM GEE, we met MORE of our kinddd!!!

and so, the lion fell in love with the lamb.




do i dazzle you?

The movie was amazing. When you love a book, it would be nice for it to come to life.
The actors who play the characters, well, no comment la. They have their flaws but they also have their perks. But come onnnn. They are all undeniably hottt *drool*

Kellan Lutz as Emmet Cullen.

Jackson Rathbone as Jasper Hale.

Cam Gigandet as James.

Taylor Lautner as Jacob Black.

Justin Chon as Eric Yorkie.

Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen.
“I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.” *sighs*
xoxo.

hopeless, head over heels in the moment.

OMG OMG OMG TWILIGHT, *hyperventilates*

Now, I know the Twilight badges tak jadi (ask Amelia, don’t ask me) but now my two friends are selling Twilight t-shirts! I think the both of them make AWESOME business partners because they sell the shirt for a reasonable price AND they’re names are awesome when put together.

Karthiik&KaKit presents to you;

Girls cutting. Comes in S, M and L.

Oh and the best part yet,

RM25 ONLYYYYYYYY.

(:

Call Karthiik: 0133309710

Or KaKit: 0166103098

I rather you call Karthiik cause I made a deal with him (: SO CALL KARTHIIK. TELL HIM, “OH, I READ SHIVANIS BLOG” AND THEN IF YOU CAN LET ME KNOW ALSO ^^

On another note,
I was supposed to wake up this morning, go to Midvalley and line up to buy my Twilight ticktes!
Then my cousin tells me that she went at 12am to get her tickets for the 11.30am show on Thursday.

Obviously, I was HEARTBROKENED ;_;
I wanted to be the first idiot to buy them!

So I went online, yadayadayada,
I’ll cut the long story short.

I NOW HAVE 7 TICKETS FOR THE 11.50PM SHOW, WEDNESDAY NIGHT!!!

:D OH EM GEEEEEEEEEEE RIIIIGHT????
I am ECSTATIC.
SO HAPPPY I TELL YOU.
I WILL EVEN BATHE TODAY!
THAT’S HOW HAPPY I AM!
:D

I say, VOTE FOR ANNISHKA & SUBASH!!!!!!!

Bahahahaha.

XD

Miss Dayang Amirah Hanna is the only person in the world who says to me that,
it’s okayyyyy to be lame.
(:


:)

Since she came late and I had to leave early, we only managed to watch TWO movies outta the SIX for our little Audrey Hephburn Movie Marathon.
We watched Breakfast At Tiffanys first. (ABUHDENNN)

And Funny Face next.

After actually WATCHING Breakfast At Tiffanys (and not bits and pieces of it) I guess I see why everyone loves it (:

The bit that got me crying was when Holly was in the cab with Paul and she shoo’d cat off into the streets under the rain.

SO MENG-EMO-KAN I TELL YOU :( :(

We shall totally continue the marathon some other time :)
Four more movies whaaaaaat.
And the rest of ya’ll can join us too :D
Just bring blady snacks la okay?

Anyways, after watching the movie, Stephanie and I were thinking of themes for Sulekhas Surprise Sweet Sixteen!
Sadly I could not make it to the wonderful Red Lipstick Party (MY IDEA) because I had to work and slave that day for 9 hours.

Funny thing about the party was,
Sulekha wore green.
Bahaha.

ANYWHOS.
Steph and I tried on some red lipstick (to make sure we looked hot in it la).
I am ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE at wearing lipstick!
I NEED MY MOM FOR STUFF LIKE THIS.
But we did do some good posing :)






What a wunnerful dayyy…
xoxo.

Things I have yet to blog about;
- my day with miss stephanie boey.
- how it feels like to have a job.
*scratches head*
- the AMAZING telephones I saw!!!

BUT FIRST.
SOMETHING TOTALLY COOL.

I was looking through some M.A.C stuff. And then I show this eyeshadow that was getting heaps of comments. When I clicked on the image, the first thing that came to my mind was…

Well how bout I just show you?

M.A.C Mineralize Eye Shadow in Danger Zone, RM70

DOESN’T IT REMIND YOU OF THE PEPSI BRAND???

It DOES, doesn’t it???
Wakakakakaka.
Hilarious.
I am easily amused loves.
(:

 Watched Madagascar?
You know Gloria?

Yeah, I am Gloria.

While Tsen and I were watching the movie. This was the bit where Melman said how much he LOVED Glorias “cute” laugh. Then a display of her “cute” laugh. It wasn’t very cute. Very…DISTURBING. Very…ME :P And Tsen was like “OMG SHIV THAT’S SO YOU”

Then I also realized, Gloria is extremely proud of her gigantic huge enourmous body. In Hippo world, the huger you are, the hotter you are. Most of the time I’m annoyed with my huge ass. Cause everytime I walk by a table, something drops for sure. I’ve broken a LOT of things this year. But OTHERWISE, I am extremely proud of my big bumbum =D

And face it, being a carbon copy of Gloria, is SO cool.

So I wake up one morning right, and darling Tsen (who is currently in England, making out with Big Ben, while Li Ling falls for more gay guys) gives me ANOTHER reason why I am like Gloria!

YOU KNOW MELMAN?
THE GIRRAFFE?
(spoiler alert)
Well, SHE’S in love with him!
He’s a GIRRAFFE!
I’M IN LOVE WITH GIRRAFFES!!!

Remember the shirt?

:)
Ah yesssss. Sweet animal lovin. Lets all hope I find my Melman in good time =p
Until then, my imaginary Hugh Grant lover shall play Melmans part!
SHABOOOOOOOYAH :D

xoxo.

Since I’ll be at Bangsar with Tsen, it wouldn’t kill to drop by. They have the FUNKIEST things at this junkyard sale, I tell you (: SO GOOOOOOO!